It Gets Better…
I’m not one who accepts loss gracefully. I was born to be a winner… but sometimes I’ve been put in a losers body. But I’m not gonna let that stop me. So after “Rose” (I’m naming her now) told me she couldn’t hang out the gears in my head started turning. I hung out a [...]
Choked
Have you ever been in a competition and you’re blowing through all the qualifier rounds. You’re a champ. But when it comes to the finals, the big game, you choke. You don’t just loose, you loose on an epic level. That was me. I’m so ashamed of myself I really don’t feel like writing about [...]
The Night I Should Have Thought
It is exactly 4am. I have just frantically finished washing my dick in as many cleaning things as I can get my hands on. First i start with the household cleaner, all purpose heavy duty soap. Fuck it I don’t care how lethal this stuff is I’m using it! Next I raid the medical cabinet [...]
Natalia
Last week during my time up at my house he invited a girl over who he was trying to strike. She certainly isn’t the prettiest girl I’ve ever seen but she was definitely bangable. Only problem was she is a complete diabolical bitch. First thing we did with her was take her out get skiing. [...]
Don’t Hate, Appreciate
Last week I made friends with a guy and we’ve become fast friends. Now this guy is a natural at game and also happens to be a master. He’s my age and had sexual relations with over ten girls I’ve tried/failed with. When I about 15 I had this MAD crush on this girl and [...]
Epic Beta Fails
In movies, books and stories the central character and great fighter always seems to have time in the “Valley”. A time when he’s doing more losing then he is winning. But after so much losing he is fueled with fiery vengeance. The desire for victory gnaws at his chest like a caged animal. He trains [...]
Don’t Believe What You’re Told
Stereotypes do you believe in them? I did for a long time. Out at the bars and clubs I would see a girl I wanted to approach and a friend would say something like “She only likes black guys.” or “She only goes out with rich guys.” I can’t say how many times I didn’t approached a [...]